Sleepless In Heaven

My best friend has finally turned 17…lilililiiiiiiiiiiish….and yes i know, she is soo young :D 
Happy Bithday Haba Haba 
Hope we can celebrate your 18th birthday together next year :*

yes..thats true..Im in pakistan…finally i guess :S… its been a hell of a week, seriously.my last days in syria were soo awesome i spent them with my friends having fun and being surprised by the most amazing farewell surprise parties ever… and they were so bad as well..cuz i’ve seen almost everyone who is so dear to me crying…cuz of me . i mean surprise parties should be fun, and ppl should enjoy them…why on earth did we spend them crying our eyes out ? :( 

anyway…im gonna miss those parties and surely im gonna miss my friends like hell i mean…i already do

As for my flight…gosh it was so great..hmmm…what can you say about business class ??? u get to choose the movie u want watch, listen to any kind of music and choose what u want to eat from a menu , i couldn’t sleep cuz I was watching every 15 min of all the movies ..i mean just checking them took me half an hour :D.. it was sooo awesome… PLUS.. it took me also another 20 min just to check and press all of the buttons

so that was the first flight from Syria to HEAVEN..i mean..dubai… is there anything better than heaven?..oh yeah, DUBAI..  I just love it..i wanna live there for the rest of my life AND shop there for the rest of my life :D..where ever u go..just amazing buildings and huge malls..i even loved the high ways :S.. and the HOTEL…oh my dear god…don’t u just love it when u wake up and don’t have to tidy the bed and when there is someone to clean ur clothes and everything??? but to be honest..we stayed for one day there so no one cleanded my clothes  BUT there were…FREE CHOCOLATE …I told you its heaven.

So as soon as we arrived to the airport of dubai which is soooooooooooooooooooo big and sooooooooooo nice we had to wait a bit ,I don’t know why but I didn’t mind waiting..cuz I was checking the airport..god I felt like im a country-side person who has just arrived to the city so we got out of the airport straight away to the hotel where by the way…I had my own room :D.. or shall I say own SUITE :D???  each one of us relaxed a bit and then went to the biggest mall in dubai…and when I say biggest i mean huge..i mean massively enormous ..so u can imagine how big it is.

As soon as we got there I felt soooo tiny just standing in front of it..never mind going inside..anyway..if I kept talking about dubai I will never finish so it was just awesome and since there were sales…we kinda bought everything in the mall but we didn’t have the chance to see it all cuz we had only 7 hours :S..in 7 hours u would check every little shop in the Sham City Center in Damas for like 14 times…gosh..and I thought the city center was big :P.

so we shopped , had fun and had dinner at a bar where i wasnt allowed to go in at the beginning..i thought cuz i was under 18 so the guy asked me..how old are you..i was like..hmmm..18 he was like…sorry no one under 21 is allowed to go inside..:S i was like…no no..i mean im 28..he gave me a weird look…and i was like..ok u got me ..but chris talked to the guy and he let us in :D… the food was really good..anyway now it was time to get on the plane the second time…from Dubai to Islamabad the capital of Pakistan and again..business class but gosh ..it was 2 am I had to sleep , i was too tired L though I was planning to watch the next 15 min of the movies I’ve watched earlier but… its ok at least I can say I watched bla bla and bla

soooo….ummm..well…the airport of Pakistan…hmmm…nothing much to say actually …only one thing..NO FEMALES..as soon as we got there , there were only men…men everywhere..men walking, men talking , men sleeping at the airport..men, men, men…umm..well…its kinda nice if they were handsome but they were not even close . but seriously they were giving us weird looks :S..but if anyone cared… then I didn’t.

We got into the cap …I mean….the mini cap and told him where we wanted to go ..and he was like.. : Wer  er you frm ? I was like ..excuse me??..he said..ur cantri iz wad? My sister was like …ha? and then my step dad said YOU COUNTRY IS WHAT?he means whats your country?where are u from? Nothing happened then..we just laughed all the way home… and during laughing I couldn’t stop laughing cuz on the way , the bicycles and the motors where soo many that u can’t see the cars and if there were females they would be all covered ..from head to toe. But there is one thing u cant deny..which is that Pakistan is soooooooooo green..trees everywhere…grass..light green, dark green, green with shades of green …just green.

I was surprised actually..and..i liked it :D.

when we go home I found this little thingie hiding behind the curtains ..i came closer and then a little amazing cat was sitting there trying to get some sleep.. i was like..oh little cutie thingie..come here…hellooo…and then chris , my step dad,told me: this is jimmy..my cat..he is the reason why u couldn’t bring ur jimmy ,the fish,so my jimmy wont eat ur jimmy…i looked at the cat and I was like … oh..fuck off u fugly creature….But its been two days since I’ve got here and the only thing I’ve been doing is playing with this cat… :P..though i miss my jimmy

So now would u excuse me all I have to go to the United Nations to get my UN ID yaaaaahhhoooooooo..

thanx all for reading and hope u r not bored… but soon u will be ..

ciao 

Hey everyone, I know you miss me and I miss you too and u know what am I going to miss? Im certainly going to miss this day…cuz this is absolutely the best day in my whole entire life.Today,I was supposed to go to a meeting but it turned out that this meeting was my surprise farewell party which was planned by my friends at rabta .Thank u guys very much..u have no clue how happy u made me..you really made my day and I will never ever forget it.But I just want to make one thing clear for you guys.. you all told me to make sure that I don’t forget u but how can I do that while u guys are always on my mind???

Rafeek mazen,rafeek 3afeef, hayousheh and habboushe, Ahmad ,7azem ,Akram, Rami ,Loai, Qusai, Ammar, Farouk ,Fa2ek , Jyan , M7amad , 3okba , 3amer , Fahed , Al solase el mare7 (Loai , Nabeel , 3ammar),Ala’a , Nermeen , Lina ,  (Shaza and Rawan though u guys couldn’t make it but it felt like u were just with us)and of course.. MAJIC HEART  and forgive me if I forgot any one..hope i didnt…thanks guys alot.but the person i thank the most is kasem..thanx alot , really..u don’t know how much u mean to me , how much this day meant to me,and how much u helped me through the past year.. u r absolutely a true friend with all meanings..and u’ll always be my best friend whether I was in Syria or out .. and I know if it wasn’t for you..this party would have never happened..thank u so much..even “thank u” is not enough…u r the best dear. thank you guys and thank you for being there in my life.

Thank you Qabbani for the tag , i know its late but being late better than not doing it at all ok so here we go:

1- being around my friends.
2-watching someone falling and laughing my head off.
3-going to sleep after a long tiring day.
4-teasing my awesome friend habbousheh and pretending that im pissed when she tries to tease me in order to stop teasing me .. i just hate being teased
5-dancing and going crazy in parties or in fact..anywhere.
6-etghalazing on people..specific people.
7-Reading books with happy endings and the same with with movies.
8-listening to music..whenever and wherever
9-Sleeping another 15 min after waking up,i dont know why..it just feels like those 15 min are 2 hours.
10-walking for hours.

I tag who ever wants to be tagged.

This is a quick post…i just wanna say that i’ve missed mom’s wedding cuz i have to stay at home to study..
My aunt and sister flied to pakistan for 5 days to be there with mom supporting her and being happy with her on her wedding day, while I’m here at home…studying.
My cousin visited us today and he asked me where my aunt and sis are..i told him that they are probably now dancing and having fun with mom at her wedding,he was like “Why didn’t u go with them?”
i said “cuz i need to..s…study…” A long pause…… my cousin was shocked his eyes were so close to pop out.
“You missed ur mom’s wedding cuz u have to study?? ” he said..
“hmmm…well…yeah..obviously…”

” You missed ur mom’s wedding cuz u only have to study in those FIVE days??”
“hmmm..i guess so”

“Dont you think it is stupid?”he said
“Yeah..i just realized that” …me..shocked..feeling stupid, dumb, and stupid….and dumb.i never felt this stupid my entire life.

I never thought of it actually..when they talked about the wedding a month ago when mom was here we took it for granted that im not going cuz i have to study for my exams..i didn’t realize that mom’s wedding was more important,i didn’t think about it at all ..they were only five days..just five days..but i guess its too late to start regretting .

PS.who ever invented exams…SCREW YOU DUDE …i missed mom’s wedding cuz i need to study to pass your stupid exams.
PSS. who ever said that human beings can get really really stupid sometimes…you are absolutely right.

Today’s Lesson:
Don’t you ever miss ur mom’s wedding party cuz you have to study for your final exams,your mom is only getting married once,i mean…twice.

-Do you realize that this might be the last time we sit together in our house?all the three of us?
-Yes, i guess.
-Yeah mom.Probably.

There they were sitting,thinking where would each one of them end up doing or where would she end up living in 3 years from now, each one would be in a different county all alone  after spending her whole life with her family which consists of two daughters and a brave mom who raised them by herself since the father was away for a long time for some reasons.
The three ladies had only each other and being together was the only thing that made them stronger and stronger,but now it was the time for them to separate.
The mom would be the first one to leave to Pakistan,leaving her daughters in Syria to provide them a better future.
The youngest daughter would be the second one to leave to stay with her away mother for a while away from her sister but its not too long till she leaves her mom as well and go to a strange country to start her own life as a grown up woman.While the eldest daughter is the only one who had the biggest share of bad luck.. she is the only one who is not leaving but staying all alone without her family.

-Do you promise that we will meet one day and sit just like we are now no matter what??
-Of course honey.
-Absolutely sweety.
 

My mom has left to Pakistan and i’ll be staying with my sister for a while until i follow her and leave my sister in Syria …alone …and mom ..hey.. dont worry about us..we’ll be fine as long as you promise us that we will meet again one day.

-Tell me when guys..when will we finally be together?
-……
-…..(Silence)

IF I Had A Million Dollars I Would Buy A Big Ass For The Whole World To Kiss…

I’m writing this post for two reasons:
First,cuz i want to tell hayoushe…
Happy Birthday to u,Happy Birthday to u ,u look like a moneky and u smell like a one too..
nshala el 3emer kello w nshala 32bal ma n7tefel bel anniversary taba3 el band taba3a
and you were right when u said that it was raining cuz angels were crying cuz 17 years ago they’ve lost one of them .. lol

Second, i want to tell everyone about hayousheh’s surprise party and what happened today after the surprise gosh it was the best ever..7a balesh fawran bala mokademat

We went to Haya’s place after planning with her sister to get her out of the house,as soon as she got out we sneaked into her house and hid in the bathroom.Dont ask why did we hide in the bathroom cuz its just funnier ,so we all agreed to hide in the bath tub so when she comes in we jump in her face.
As we were waiting in the bath tub…Habboush by accident.. opened the water tab and god only knows wut happend then..we actually took a shower lol …the six of us..we were wet and the video camera was all wet as well , as we were laughing and jumping away from the water we heard a voice from outside and it was the birthday girl..so we struggled to shut up but we couldn’t cuz we were…just wet.
Anyway..as soon as she opened the bathroom’s door we all jumped in her face started singing and yelling,jumping and laughing…and we were actually soaking and all we could see was hayoush on the floor without being able to move…the girl was completely surprised..and that’s what we wanted.
So after that we started dancing and we had so much fun, and then we decided to go for a walk.On the way we started singing and dancing again and ppl looked at us as if we
were six crazy young ppl…but who cares..we were having so much fun.
So we wanted to do something more crazy so we did the same old thing…ringing on someone’s door bell and running away
but that seemed pretty boring,of course we’ve done that but still we want something more crazy,so we came up with the idea of knocking on someone’s door and singing for who ever answers the door the happy brithday song and realizing after finishing the song that it was the wrong place.
We went to the first place..no one answered, we went to another one but the same thing..no one seemed to open the door..so i was like lets just go to that shop and ask about beet…beet…hmmm…yalla beet el sa3de.. knowing this was just out of fun and we don’t know anyone from beet el sa3de but our arabic teacher :P..
so i went into the shop and 3ammo el baya3 wasn’t there but
there was this woman who seemed in her thirties but she was actually 40 something but she was soo pretty and didn’t look old.
She was like”what do u want sweetie?”and i said…”umm nothing actually we just want to ask 3ammo whether fe beet al sa3de hoon or not cuz we are kind of lost ,you see…its our friends brithday and we want to surprise her we just dont know where her place is” (this was all a lie ),she was like “whats the name of the girl>”..i was like…”umm…well…ss….its s…Susan.yeah Suzan al sa3de”..and she said”what about you dear?”..i was like huh?wut about me?she said “whats ur name?”i was like..ummmm…”what for?” She said “i have a perfect cute handsome guy just right for u”..i was like oh my dear god I’m finally getting married..lol..just kidding..i told her 2no im still young for those stuff w heek..she was like yeah my son is young too he is 23 …i thought 2no since she is pretty her son must be handsome ya3ne she is not lying but it was too late..since i gave her a wrong number, a wrong address and a wrong name …damn …my fate was just there and i kicked it goodbye
el mohem bala tool sere after knocking on like 10 doors finally there was someone to open the door,it was a lady who is in her twenties .as soon as she opened the door..we said  SURPRIIIIIIIISEEE..and the girl stood in a total shock with eyes wide open and we all acted like..oh my god we are soo sorry, isnt this beet al sa3de??she said ..”nah,its not”
 we kept apologizing for more than 10 min  but…we did what we wanted to do ..Damn that was evil ,heheheh.
oh gosh the day was one of the best days ever..seriously.
its true that u shouldn’t do those stuff but its ok to act crazy once in a while… :) 
 Hinno ,Habboush,Dandoun and Naghoum u guys rock if it wasn’t for us haya wouldn’t be this happy on her B-day.
while Hadeel,Nadeen ,Hala and Ala’a u guys suck cuz u’ve missed this amazing day and WHY?? the lamest reasons ever.

anyway..hope no one’s got bored cuz i dont think there might be anyone who would get to this sentence …but if you did then thanx for reading and passing by and sorry for wasting ur time…
 and again happy brithday hayoush..

They were walking on different sides but heading to the same direction , heading to nowhere. they were walking on a road where they couldn’t see the end nor the beginning..it was even hard to recognize on which part they were walking ,all what could be noticed was the thin line between him and her.
Nothing was there, not a sound, nor a voice, just their shadows and a yellow face up high..a sick moon,but there was a single sound she could hear, the sound of her heart beats whenever she looked at him , and a single sound he could hear, the sound of his footsteps ; trying to walk as fast as he can to make sure she was safe..
Random thoughts,mixture of feelings..all they were having at the same time, she kept asking questions but he refused to  answer cuz the answers didn’t satisfy her but for him…she was too blind to see and too deaf to hear.
After walking for hours,there they were, standing in the same place, trying to look at each other ..but darkness was the only thing that could be seen…he tried to hold her hand but …she was gone…
She had lost.

I’ve lost cuz i’ve ran away.
Ive lost cuz i gave up on you.
I’ve lost cuz i let you  go.
I’ve lost cuz i didn’t know the answer.

 Dear anonymous…
See you in 9 years , same place, same time…but promise me that u will tell me the answer…and i promise,i won’t run away this time.

and again lilililiiiiiiiish…i’ll tell you why im lilililiiiiishing…
CUZ WE WOOOON

Today was our monazara at 2 pm we’ve studied like hell and prepared alot for this monazara and we actually wooooooooon, im not gonna go through details cuz im sooo excited and i can’t think about anything now but 2no we wooooooooooon

for those who dont know wut monazara means then…….just ask someone who knows

Hayousheh , Akram , Baha’a and Ala’a u guys are the best no wonder we hit the first place , thank you so much.
oh oh ..and me kaman, im mn you ya bestyeen w thanks to me too lol

See you in Tartous so we can hit the first place again

w lal million times ….we woooooooooooon w lilililililiiiiiiiiiiish